Vague breakdown of how I've spent the hours of my day this week
9 hours: sleeping
3 hours: crying
9 hours: at work
3 hours: watching reality TV, reading gossip blogs
hrm. those aren't good ratios. i hate wednesdays, because that's the day i usually go to the shrink. today he said, "it's going to take a lot of time ... and of course money ... to get you to a good, functioning point." i'm conflicted. i could say more, but i'm just too tired. not working out, not reading, not even being nice to my cat. misery.
(also, i know it's of limited utility, but i want to try and document my depression. i want to be open about it and try and find...a new way. because 10 years of doctors and group sessions and medicine...they jst haven't seemed to be the solution.)
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